& the four right chords could make me cry...

Five things that scare you:
1. Bees!
2. Drunk drivers. >:o
3. Being abandoned.
4. Not having anything I*m passionate about.
5. Nanny dying.

Five things that make you laugh/smile:
1. Third Eye Blind.
2. My nightly calls from Earl & to Nanny.
3. Punkinhead.
4. Emails at work.
5. Sassy.

Five things you love:
1. Flip flops.
2. My camera.
3. The beach!
4. Waking up to Jeremy snuggles.
5. The word "idiot".

Five things you hate:
1. Drunk drivers.
2. People who call my phone & call back when I don*t answer.
3. Moodswings.
4. Dumb grrls.
5. Dead batteries in my camera.

Five things you want to change:
1. I want Nanny, my mom, & Punkinhead to live here.
2. Ignorance.
3. My commute to & from work.
4. My hair so I don*t have to blow it straight.
5. My ambition.

Five things you don't understand:
1. Dreams!!
2. Religion.
3. Dumb grrls.
4. How someone let Creed make music.
5. George W. Bush.

Five things in your room:
1. Glasses of water
2. Flowers from Jeremy!
3. IKEA stuff. ♥
4. Pictures everywhere.
5. A washer & dryer. Ha.

Right now you are:
1. Excited to see Sassy tonight.
2. Worried about Nanny.
3. A lil sleepy.
4. Anxious for road trips.
5. Wondering if Ivy & I are going to be lushous tonight.

Five facts about you:
1. I*ve become the cheeseballgrrlthatIpity over Jeremy.
2. I have about six best friends, but ONE best friend for eighteen years!!
3. Swimming soothes me.
4. My dad committed suicide in 1999, when I was 17.
5. I*m obsessed with correct spelling & grammar.

Five things you plan to do before you die:
1. Take a year or two off & travel everywhere.
2. Graduate college for something I*m passionate about.
3. Own my dream house.
4. Deal with & overcome my issues.
5. Live at the beach.

Five things you can do:
1. Pick things up with my feet. ; )
2. Math really well.
3. See things from all perspectives (although it makes it difficult to ever come to a conclusion!).
4. Analyze people & be completely right 95% of the time.
5. Remember directions.

Five things you can't do:
1. Put my feelings into words.
2. Fake liking someone.
3. Make decisions quickly.
4. Eat fish.
5. Watch people get shot in the head in movies.

Five bands you love: (as of right now)
1. Third Eye Blind. : )
2. The Jealous Sound.
3. Hot Hot Heat.
4. Tegan & Sara.
5. Rilo Kiley.

Five musicians you love (non band):
1. 50 Cent (yup).
2. Ryan Adams.
3. Jenny Lewis (heh heh).
4. Shakira.
5. Ben Gibbard.

Five movies worth the time:
1. Clifford.
2. Gattaca. : )
3. Lady & the Tramp.
4. Closer.
5. My Girl.

Five things you say the most:
1. Yalp.
2. Idiot.
3. I*m broke.
4. I love...
5. Obnoxious.

Five things you look for in opposite sex
1. Thoughtfulness/considerate.
2. Honest & upfront.
3. They have to have their own life outside of me.
4. Understanding/able to see things from every perspective.
5. Good in bed. :-x

Five things you want to do this year:
1. Go to San Diego with Jeremy Size.
2. Move into a house. Then NEVER MOVE AGAIN. Haha.
3. Start school.
4. See Nanny & Lindsey a lot more.
5. Be more pleasant & not make fun of so many people.

Five things you have done today:
1. Drank a Diet Pepsi.
2. Answered the fuckin* phone at work a trillion times.
3. Gave advice.
4. Emailed Ivy, Jeremy, Kenny, Dee, Kristie, & Shelby.
5. Brushed teeth.

Five things you still have to do today:
1. Get FedEx out at 4:30.
2. Love on Sassy!
3. Pack to stay with Jeremy.
4. Not get caught emailing at work.
5. Play busy at work till five p.m.

Five most important people in your life:
****IN NO ORDER****
1. NANNY.
2. Earl.
3. Ivy.
4. Jeremy.
5. Mom&Lindsey.

Five things you like most about yourself:
1. My logic & sanity.
2. My face.
3. My math & English skills.
4. My sense of smell.
5. My compassion.

Five things you would change about yourself:
1. My hair would be thinner.
2. My weight.
3. Overanalyzation!!
4. Being scared to get in the car with 98% of people that I get in the car with.
5. My fear of abandonment & inability to get close to people.